I won’t deny, it was to all effects a weird weekend.
It’s funny though that I now look back and I realized I was afraid of for example, being stalked or harassed by some people if I turned my artwork to Hentai, I was half right half wrong about it..
What started as a normal chat like any other of my friends and contacts, escalated to practically a pursuit of in less than a day, between checking my DevArt in the morning and again at night, having like 3 to 6 notes waiting.
I consider myself very well educated by my parents, and tend to display more patience towards some people that I usually don’t have, so I open them all, try to reply, but I was prooven that some people just can’t be told no and accept it.
I am extremely stubborn when it comes to things I believe in. Don’t take me wrong, doesn’t mean I don’t value other points of view, but I have my own and I don’t force them down on anyone. To each their own.
What’s sad, is when the more you say no, the more you might get provoced by those who don’t accept your point of view and reach the point of insulting you for it and for some weird belief that they know you better than anyone.
I turn to friends that are like family, and now they know better than anyone that I have flaws like everyone else, but they also know that I’ll drop everything for them, that if needed I’ll spend as long as needed with them. For me, family/friendship is everything, but it’s not a right.. it’s a priviledge.
One gained, not given.
Real friends accept you in a whole, be it your good or bad traits, the magic of that friendship is that by being accepted, you’re embraced by so many positive energy that even your bad aspects tone down or even vanish. But they won’t bash or insult you for it.
For me, the moment someone resorts to insults because they didn’t got things they way… they lost it. If anyone things that is by drowing someone with messages filled with insults, attempts to beat someone down and wound someone’s self-esteem will make things work for them, it’s a wrong step to take with me.
I may be alot of things, but I am not desperate to make friends or to have people see things my way.
All in all - As long as we live we still strive, cuz its the dream thats keeping us alive!
Other that! New batch of alts on WoW ^^ Awesome spent ingame to be honest. I’ve been leveling my lev 80 Tauren Shaman that is almost 82.
Got my priestess with gear for HCs but too much of a wuss to try hehe randoms can mean nothing but a repair bill. I made alost a baby Tauren Priestess for the fun of it, along with a new shaman, a hunter and a paladin. Yeah.. I am an alt-o-holic, but I love it and how relaxing it can be.
Along the way I can find images like this. Yes, I have this habit of taking photos ingame. Thats a view from nearby Bloodhoof where you can see Thunderbluff in the distance. The game has some beautiful images at nights… and thats a starting area even.
Like this one in the Barrens, taken while leveling my Troll Druid on Argent Dawn.
I have plenty more, but I’ll save them for other entries hee hee.
I found myself with new goals ingame, leveling some of my higher characters, seeing the baby ones grow up and on the way, capture small pearls like these screenshots and fuel my imagination to draw even more characters and much much more.
I am to all effects, a very happy girl blessed with a thing to drawing and with great friends who are more than family to me.
I know, I repeat myself alot, but when it comes to my friends, no matter how much I thank and am happy for having them, is never enough. ^^